学车之旅

从放假回来，我就开始学车。
一开始，我认为学车并不难。
但，当我驾驶时，我受驾驶盘控制，而不是我控制它。
然而，久而久之，我掌握得住驾驶盘。
我开始爱上驾驶的感觉了。
我很期待从家驾到驾车学院。
可是，接近考车的日子越来越近了。
我越学越没把握了。
我越驾越没水准。
我好害怕。
我希望我能成功。
在质疑当中！
怎么办？

我的20岁生日

我已经迈入二字头的生日了，不知不觉我已经二十岁了。人每天都在成长，时间总不会停留在那一刻，意味着我要过的比以前更丰盛，拥有成熟的思想，不要回转，应当向前迈进。无论将来的日子如何，相信是上帝的应许。感谢为我庆祝的朋友，我的姐妹，更重要是我的家人。

在马六甲，提前庆祝我和宗荷的生日。我感到很意外，也很惊喜。我们去了一间咖啡厅庆祝。可惜的是，驻唱的人都没有唱我们点的歌，有一点失望。不管怎样，都谢谢我的IPTHO朋友早来的庆生。谢谢你们丫！ =）

教会的姐妹也给我一个惊喜。谢谢你们！

 好久不见的buddyz！你们好有心思哦！谢谢你们送我的礼物。还在百忙之中约我出来庆祝。

两年了，我在外就读，没能让我与家人一起庆祝。今年，终于能回家与家人过生日。生日无需蛋糕，只要能和家人一起庆祝是多么美好。真的是很感恩！爸爸带我去鸭皇庆祝。我和妈妈趁机来张合照。第一次那么自恋，和妈妈自拍！

我们的半只鸭！吃后，保证你口齿留香，还想再来！

妈妈熬给我的鸡汤！好好吃！

苦瓜！好久没能吃到家常菜了！

ps: although its over for several days dy, i would still like to share with u all! Thanks for every wishes.

对与错

对与错就在一念之间。

不是每一个事情都能果断的决定对与错。

但，往往每件事情都必须要有果断的决定。

不能直截了当的决定。

有时会后悔自己的决定。

到底谁对谁错，无人能知，无人能晓。

唯有自己了解自己。

对与错

对与错就在一念之间。

不是每一个事情都能果断的决定对与错。

但，往往每件事情都必须要有果断的决定。

不能直截了当的决定。

有时会后悔自己的决定。

到底谁对谁错，无人能知，无人能晓。

唯有自己了解自己。

On Call 36 Hours

这部戏很赞！！！

它的题材是关于医生和爱情。

I ever dreamed to became a doctor when I'm small.

but now I'm just a trainee teacher.

watching drama "on call 36 hours"

i become a teacher and not a doctor or pharmacy or even nurse right now.

if u ask do i regret?

i will definitely say no.

this is the path of my road and is chosen by myself.

i do have some ideas on my mind bout the drama.

有时生死是无法捕捉的。

身为医生，他们的使命是救人。

有时一位病人突然离世，医生不会麻木。

那种感觉很心酸。不是只有家人能体会，医生也是不过如此。

这部戏真的让我很感触。

心情参杂了酸甜苦辣的感觉。

Chinese New Year 2012

Yeah!!!Its Chinese New Year....

Today is the 9th day of Chinese New Year.

Although Chinese New Year had passed bout 9 days, I'm still in holiday mood.

No motivation to do presentation.

This year I did not go out much for visiting.

I have lots of reason of not going visiting.

First, I fall sick on the second day of Chinese New Year.

Second, I felt lazy to go out.

Third, I celebrate my CNY at Sri Aman.

Fourth, all my friends went to visit house by house on third day of CNY and that time I still at Sri Aman.

Fifth, I celebrate my grandpa's 90th birthday.

No photos for CNY.

lol...

Last, Happy Chinese New Year to everyone and have a healthy body through out the year.

海

我喜欢一个人看海。

每当我看海时，有人会误会我在闹情绪。

而我的看法却是。。。

海给我一个感觉-好辽阔。

一望无际，没有境界。

也代表不受限制。

我不喜欢限制。限制的意义是没有自由，无法让我自己的想法表达出来。

我是一个很没有自主的人，易受他人影响。

但我却不会反驳，跟主人家的想法，却感觉被限制。

所以我很享受一望无际的海。

让我抛开一切烦恼。

当海浪冲上沙滩时，我很想浪把我冲走。

因为无需面对那么多困难。

感觉在逃避。

是的，有时是需要逃避的。

Random

OMG...

I went back to Sri Aman on Christmas.

It has been a long time I din go back to my dad's hometown.

I went back to meet my grandparents.

Dad brought us home.

All way back to Sri Aman were raining and traffic jam.

My main point of this post was we took bout 5 hours back from Sri Aman to Kuching.

Can u imagine that I sit in the car for 5 hours and normally it just took me bout 3 hours ride?

And I cant sleep in the car.

Ish....

假期的点滴

接下来这几天我将会很忙碌，所以我先总结我的假期生活。

或许接下来的时间不会更新部落格了。

新的文章将在二零一二年更新。

这个假期我过得很充实。

This is my first time going out with seniors in Kuching. And I only know few of them. Others is my first time met them. What an awesome day I have with them. I bought them to a kopitiam which I had forgotten the name. First time went to that cafeteria. We ate laksa Sarawak and some toast before we went to cultural village.

Im not going to described so details...Let the photo elaborate on my holidays.

We reached cultural village about 11am. The show start at 1130am. Therefore, we went to the hall after we bought our tickets. this is the photo we took before watch the show.


I took with another bunch of senior right after finished watching the show.

Going to our first station after show.

Group photo.
From the lowest to highest : Kevin, Kelvin , Kiki , Katherine, Joyce, Sally, Jeoanne and Me.

After visiting cultural village, we had our lunch at Damai central stall...The food there wasn't nice. Had a big family photo with 2 bunch of senior.

Went to 云岩亭. We meet there. I guess this is my first gathering with such a big bunch of friend after coming back to Kuching.

On 9 December, I went to Sibu to attend an Uncle's wedding. This is one of my far relatives. I went with my dad n m third aunty. A boring trip. We don't own a car so no transport to other places.

We ate a fried kueh tiaw after we reach there. Its quite nice. Recommended to others. Its at aloha. I think its quite special.

Went out with seniors from West Malaysia and Sibu on the first day night.

Second day punya breakfast. This is 鼎边糊. Not nice. It does not cook well.

Went out with 3 West Malaysia's seniors and 1 Sibu senior. This photo was took after 2 West Malaysian senior view cultural village. Its Damai beach again. The wave is too big so we cant play beside beach.

Went to Family Park.

Cat. I think this is quite symbolic. I was so sua gu. Hehe... Can be a memory for me.
Left : Elena and Yu Yan.
Right : Me, Pipi and Sally

Our car. This is our 战斗车. Drove by senior, 语嫣.
Their last station before to airport - Boulevard.

The night before went for gathering. Tried 3 clothes. Last noted that night theme was formal. As u know I seldom or can be say din wear dress after form 1 except for school uniform.

Our group photo. However, not yet complete. Some cant attend it.

One of my lunch with dad that ate at Imperial duck.

Yam cake made by mum. Yummy. But the yam not so fresh.

Christmas Eve with friends. Had our lunch at Full house.

Group photo at Pullman lobby.

Met Lily accidentally. And so lucky we watching same movie - Alvin and the Chipmunks. She just came back for her vacation.

Christmas Day. I declared that I am a Christianity now. Therefore. Christmas is my birthday.

摆脱躯壳，成为新造的人。
Lets God leads me all the way.
God Bless us.

A Meaningful Day

Today is our lovely Father God Birthday!!!

Its our Christ birthday...

He was born to this world is save us from sins....

This year, Christmas Day is so meaningful to me.

I doubt that for other its just a normal Christmas Day.

However, its have a different meaning for me.

For me, Jesus born to save us and also let me believe in Him all the time.

He is my only savior in my life starting from now.

I claimed that I had baptized.

Now I am a new person.

I am reborn.

想念

在家闲着闲着。有点无聊。

这几天，心里一直想念以前的事。

以前一到假期，我公公就会教我写书法。

久而久之我便爱上习写书法了。

起初我只会写中楷。

当我掌握握笔的姿势后，再掌握好笔画，我便开始书写楷体了。

慢慢我就会写书法了。

虽然写的不是很好，至少我还是看得懂我在写什么。

小楷是我自己揣摸出来的，有点不像样。

哈哈。。。不管，至少我用心去写。








lets ignore what i've written.....

回忆

突然间，我好想念我以前的生活了。

我的脑海里出现了好多以前的画面了。

回忆着以前的我、以前和朋友一起生活的时光、以前读书的时光、以前的嗜好和很多很多的画面。

时光匆匆的流逝，好怀念啊！！！

现在的我，可以说和以前决然不同。

以前的我，幼稚。虽然现在成长了一些些，称不上成熟，但确实是长大了。

虽然以前的我不堪一击，但我还是很怀念小时候的我。

无忧无虑，单纯的我在大人的呵护、关怀下成长，真的很美满。

但。。。

时间不能倒流。

所以，

时间一去不回头，我只能展望未来。

Christmas

Christmas Song can be heard all around at this moment.

This year Christmas Day is so meaningful to me.

I am so excited now.

Countdown-ing!!! :)

???

I do not like this kind of feelings...

This feeling will only occur when my practical coming.

And every time when facing this kind of problems, i will only keep on asking myself fo i suit to become a teacher?

Till now i still haven found the answer.

no matter i tried how hard the result is still the same.

Why am I so useless?

Now what can I do only believe in Him.

That's what i think.

I really hope I can do well in my practical in this time.

忙

这个星期开始我都忙！！

只因为要赶assignment！！！

有个人也有组别的。

我因该开心还是伤心呢？

不知！！！

心情开始复杂了！！！

Stress

Assignments is coming!!!

Stress out!!!

Life from 6 July till 17 July

这两个星期好忙哦。

开学一个星期后，我们得知要去 Saujana Asahan，位于马六甲和柔佛边界。

我们去Saujana Asahan 的宗旨是体验Program Sukan dan Rekreasi， 是在体育课程范围内。

Hmph...From this activity, we learn how to organize activities which benefits us when we became a teacher. As we know, we do have lots of opportunity to organize programs no matter it is outdoor or indoor activities.

For this program, all the PJ lecturer be our facilities and as well as our adviser. This program was held for 3 days and 2 nights. And we do have our small organization to conduct all the activities for this program. My post in the small organization is assistant treasurer. In addition, this program were attended by 2 groups which are our class - Preschool and Chinese class 2.

Comment on our 2 class cooperation is we hardly communicate to their class. All of my classmates cant define their attitude in all the things they done. 他们已迷失了自我。一句话，旁观者清，当局者迷。

We reached there about 11a.m. We moved down all the stuff from the bus to the front part of the futsal court. Here we assembled together.

Anyway, we all do enjoy our trip at there. For the first day, we played flying fox and abseiling. Flying fox is one of the game I ever played before. My first time played flying fox was during national service. Therefore, nothing special for me anymore. Compare this time with the first time at national service, I think at national service is better due to the height is much more higher, the journey is much more longer and more oblique as well. This is the first time I play abseiling. Erm...how do I feel for this activity? Quite tired and a bit boring.

At night, we were given a talk by Mr Suhaimi. It was regarding on the uses of compass and how do we see a compass. After that we attended a night orientation. We have to practice all the knowledge we learned and heard from Mr Suhaimi to the activities we carried out.

The next day, we had jungle trekking. We have to walk in the forest for three to five kilometers. It was very tired. This jungle trekking was lead by the authorities of Saujana Asahan. In between, we have some rest. When we rest, the authorities show some flora and fauna to us. From this activities, we had learn the importance of jungle survival.

Damn Hot!

Some pictures that took in the forest.

Tongkat Ali

One type of tent can be done when overnight inside forest!

After 3 to 5 kilometers of walk, finally we reached the water falls. However, i felt a bit disappointed due to the water is not as much as Sungai Raya, Sri Aman, Sarawak. It not so similar to water fall. The water at there is very clear and cold. It so comfortable when both legs were submerged in it. I fell down and become sweet potato (大番薯）。 Haha.

We reached back our hostel at 1230pm.

At three o'clock, we held some sukaneka games. Examples music chairs, run inside a plastic and 2 person 3 legs with a ball between our body. After that, we had tug competition (拔河比赛）.
Preschool course is always the best. We win Chinese course mates. Muahahaha... Proud of my course mates.

Before played magic chair.

Sukaneka times.

My group member when playing sukaneka.

In between the time when we played mini game.

After won tarik tali.

Its time for us to take group photo! Wiee

At night, we had malam kebudayaan performance. My group was badly done due to our pianists too nervous. But we do not angry with him. Not only that, the mic is malfunctioning as well. At night, we also had the chance to enjoy durian. It was Durian Time. "tam chiak gal" Haha.

We had mini and indoor games during the last day. After that, we had our reflection and closing ceremony.

我射进洞的第一粒。

In these 3 days 2 nights, the infrastructure prepared was perfect. We really enjoy it. It was too comfortable. It was not as tough as seniors who attend this program before.

After this program, I was busy with church activities. Last Sunday, it my first turn in 伴唱. Uncle praised my mouth is very nice in singing. I was very shock when heard it. I'm not sure that is good news or bad news.I knew that I do not have confidence and good voice in singging.

The next activity I were busy with was we are the committee in organizing Bands Competition. Though it was not so smooth, finally we held it successfully. Thanks God for leading us in all this things.

The last activity I'm busy was I had the chance to attend a one day trip at Bukit Soga. The trip for me is just ok. Not so satisfied. Not so fun as I expected. However, I do enjoy it.

Below it is a photo scape that conclude this three activities.